Colors
You see the smile upon my face
and believe everything is fine
But what you don't know or see
are the parts that can't even shine
As the facts pile up higher
Sadness takes its toll
loosing what I thought I had
spinning completely out of control
I try to maintain myself
Seem as I always did
But it gets harder and harder
trying to do the things I was forbid
Sooner or later I will figure it out
someday it will all be okay
looking forward to the new
Letting colors spread through the gray